My Life Is A Mess (Dedicated To A Friend)

I don't know what else to do

What else to say
What else to think
And even where else to go

Please
I tried to life my live
But when i try
There's someone hate me so much
Am i an enemy to you
Am i a devil to you

I know i'm not an Angel
Far from perfect
I'm just try to seek the joy in my life
Forgive me if i'm doing wrong
Cause i'm only human
Who might knows
Tomorrow i will not be there with you...